Don’t be a fool…

I think I will go nuts one of those days.

How come I need so much sleep? I simply can’t stay awake. It is because of the overwhelming fatigue I feel or the pain I can’t manage anymore. I was told that my body is tiered fighting illness I have. Day in, day out. All those years.

Eliminating toxic from medication makes me sweat. You can’t imagine how much I hate that.

And even when I sleep a day long and the day after too, I often wake up as tired as before. With body that hurts, just like before.

If I didn’t have good days in between, I would not be here anymore.

So if you see me smiling , being happy, enjoying life…

don’t be a fool.

Not all that’s shining, is made of clean gold.

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I wonder…

I wonder…

does love pick you

or

do you pick love?

do you choose who to admire

or

is it a feeling you have nothing to say about?

if love is not all there is,

…what is?

comes that warm feeling from inside of us

or from somewhere above?

stays it with us for ever

or

is it gone after a while?

comes it back when you need it?

I wonder… does love loves you back?